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I haven't posted for a while, except for the odd article.
Been pondering my future and what I want out of life.
I DO know that my future is not in the UK. I've had enough of the bullshit bureaucracy that exists, particularly at government level. The legal system is mind-numbingly slow and the regulation of prescription drugs about as useful as a one-legged man taking part in an arse kicking contest.
I gave up corresponding with the UK Medicine's Regulator, the MHRA, last year. Others had tried to get them to see sense long before I came along, people of much higher stature than I, they too became resigned to the fact that the MHRA basically show patient advocates token gestures. A meeting here, correspondence there, just to appease the critic.
Bloggers still continue to write with passion. Articles of personal stories published to the world in the hope that someone in authority will have balls big enough to take the bull by the horns and say, "Enough is enough."
Books are churned out with regular aplomb telling us personal stories of someone's time on antidepressants or new data that has arisen regarding the safety of SSRi's. They are read then discarded at the foot of a drawer - overlooked by the mainstream press because Angelina Jolie has an ingrowing toenail or Cheryl Cole has been seen drinking in London with a mystery man at her side. Meantime, babies are being born with defects, teenage children are killing themselves, marriages are coming to an end because wife or husband have seemingly lost the plot - it couldn't possibly be the medication they are taking, it's supposed to make them better.
It's no better in America, in Canada, in Australia. The powers that be continue to dupe their public with regard to the safety and efficacy of SSRi type drugs.
GlaxoSmithKline, the manufacturer of my particular gripe, Seroxat, continue to deny they have done anything wrong. They throw money at lawsuits to defend their corner... then eventually settle out of court. The claimants being awarded money to go away and say nothing whilst Glaxo admit nothing.
It's not just GlaxoSmithKline - many more pharmaceutical companies throw money in the direction of those they have harmed with their drugs - problem solved.
The DSM's annual update spews out even more ridiculous illnesses to be treated with drugs granted a licence by the regulators. The drugs once touted as shyness and anxiety tablets have become Swiss pocket knives and can be used for practically any form of human normality, a normality that has been turned around, flipped around again and now become an illness.
Doctor's who prescribe these drugs to men, women and children are told they are safe by the pharmaceutical reps whose main aim is to see that bonus written on their monthly pay cheque. Whatever happened to morality? I guess money is the drug in this instance. It's okay to drive around in an expensive car because the rep will have been told what to say to sell, to hard sell. A conscience clear because it's not their opinion but the opinion of the rich pharmaceutical companies that pay their wages, more importantly their bonuses.
I'd like a fresh start. My eldest boy is currently on a months leave from the British Army, he's on his way to Japan then heading to tour Australia. On his return he will hang around the barracks for a while then head off to Afghanistan to fight on behalf of the Afghanistan people, half of which, probably don't want him or his platoon there. Crazy world.
Meantime, the streets of the UK are being poisoned with recreational drugs that once grew in the farmer's fields of Afghanistan - I hear the pesky UK kids are growing their own and exporting it now! That's democracy for you, huh?
I don't fancy being here in 10 years time.
I hear the call of the indigenous people beckoning me and I'd just love to have a crack at another medicine regulator.
We shall just have to wait and see how things pan out.
Fid
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'THE EVIDENCE, HOWEVER, IS CLEAR...THE SEROXAT SCANDAL' By Bob Fiddaman
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First, you have made a difference. A very big voice from one lone one in the wilderness, Fid.
ReplyDeleteI understand where you are at right now, with these thoughts, and this is a very good post. Anyone who blogs about the children and adults and stories like this, sees and tastes the futile attempt each time we hit the publish key. Often in tears or anger, after reading about children harmed or lawsuits settled by billion dollar companies, only to smack the injured down with defending commentary through PR and the injured people receive nothing in way of lifetime compensation compared to personal hells lived. In fact, the withdrawal sufferers who have no class action lawsuits (that would be millions of people)suffer even more as a result.
Whereever your heart leads you, you've got friends in the U.S., lots of them. If you travel at all to find your peace of mind, be sure to stop over here, I'd love to meet the one-man wrecking crew who stood up against the MHRA and GSK.
I salute you Fid, and thank you for your hard work here.
Stephany "This blog supports Bob Fiddaman"
Google.
Feel free to stop by my crib too if you get to the US Fid. Although I have to tell you that I was happy to hear that you weren't considering this hell-hole of a country as a final destination. I'm fairly certain that as far as Big Pharma corruption (and other industries), the UK could never be as bad as it is here.
ReplyDeleteI'm looking to see where I might want to move myself.
Thanks Steph, thanks Evie.
ReplyDeleteI just watched your President announce that he is pulling all 90,000 American troops out of Iraq.
Give him a year or so and he will deploy them to Iran.
I've never been to the States, but would just love to do Nashville, A Jack Daniels in one hand, an air guitar in the other as I watch some country band rockin' out in a bar somewhere.
We should all get together - hold a party outside a major pharmaceutical company.
Cup of tea and a packet of placebos anyone?
Hiya Fid ,what will I do without you ?
ReplyDeleteYou've become a constant in my (cyber)life.
But with what you've had to put up with ,I can understand your way of thinking.
Follow your heart ,you've made one hell of a difference and come out way way above your detractors .
You alone know what's best for you ,if you do go just make sure you always keep in touch . ,Loves ya ,
Cyndixx
Awww, thanks Cynd.
ReplyDeleteI'm at a crossroads... and it ain't that dodgy Birmingham motel with Noele Gordon and Sandy Richardson either!
I'll work it out.
I have kept in touch with you because you seem to be the only person on the planet with the balls to speak out.
ReplyDeleteI too am with Hugh James having committed 'suicide' because of Seroxat.
I have been alone for eight years with this horrible stigma attached to me because every single medical professional have inferred that I am some sort of fruitbat.
I know that I would never end my life; the hell I went through when my doctor took me off Seroxat and three months later I was in A@E, branded a suicide which has stuck ever since.
This is so wrong and I don't think you should run away. I never ran away. Everyday I wake up and have to construct a new me because the old me was so destroyed by glib medics.
If and when I win my case with Hugh James, I am going to be like you and fight to have SSRIs destroyed as a product.
We may get a settlement; I don't care about the money, but I do care about us guys having to live with the after effects.
I could have gone under with doctors and psychiatarists telling me it was all in my mind.
I know my mind and I know, clear as day, that Seroxat made me try and kill myself.
Eight years on for me, good on yer kid.
Annie
I won't be running away from the problem Annie - I just want a fresh challenge, another country, you know. I still want to be actively involved but I'd prefer to be part of a group of people than one person.
ReplyDeleteAnd thank you for commenting, your input is very much appreciated.
I know exacly how you feel bob you have put so much time and effort into helping people and getting the truth out but feel like your hitting your head on a brick wall, I was on seroxat then citalapram and now mirtazapine I craved alcohol day and night and just couldn,t stop drinking, I was arrested aprox 20 times went to prison approx 5 times (longest a month) for bizzare behaviour (too embarresed to say what it was I did)lost my job of 15 yrs and lost my home I eventually did get good expert witnesses for my court cases but have now been told there,s not enough evidence, I feel like screaming the place down, one expert was Dr Herxhiemer the other a psychiatrist who said Id become manic on the drugs, HOW can this NOT be enough evidence is beyond me. The courts are corrupt they lie and twist things I have lost faith in the legal system too there is no justice just lip service only, I have cried and cried but what is the point I just hope and pray there is a god and that one day we will be heard and beleived. Your website has made me stronger and not feel alone you have educated us about the truth and helped a lot of people who have felt alone with this problem you should be very proud of yourself. take care Ann
ReplyDeleteSuch a sad story Ann and thank you for posting it.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad that this little blog has helped you, or at he very least, given you some strength.
Many thanks for your input.
Fid
If you come to the states I can show you the Big Apple- and Soprano Land. And the Stone Pony- since we both love Bruce.
ReplyDeleteI don't know if you like Pink Floyd but what keeps me going is this line from The Wall- "Don't Give in Without a Fight".
It’s a damn depressing grind chronicling the Dirty Money buying the Murdering Lies which comprise this Industry. Couple that with following the physical, emotional, and economic carnage they’re causing not just to their Direct victims but their victims entire Families too, and the Wonder is you’re still on your feet at all.
ReplyDeleteYou’ve been there for a Lot of folks who got run over, and they will Not forget you if you go Walkabout to tilt a few pints with your soul. Just remember to come home at some point, because the Sleepers who Allowed their Governments to become Owned by these Cartels can’t continue to Sleep. Truth has to smack them whenever they go anywhere Near an online Healthcare query, because only then will the Switchboards in Parliament & Congress start melting.
No matter What Senator Grassley uncovers and offers corrective legislation for, there’ll Still be 90 Senator ‘No Nothings’ who’ll amend the teeth and spine out of it. Those clowns need Blog sunlight blaring out of Their phones: “Tack One exemption onto Grassley’s Bill, and you Will be defeated, if not Recalled in a special election first.”
If Grassley gets the ball rolling Stateside, maybe it’ll start others elsewhere.
And concerning this Specious Crap of “The Drug Companies Lied To Us” from these poor little innocent Doctors, ….. All of them:
Google Antonio P. Garcia Jr. NEAR bmeblaw.com.
That psychic roach motel I blog – Richmond Area Multi Services - has a Highly Political 16 member Board of Directors. Until recently Garcia was Chairman of that Board. He’s a 30 something Lawyer with NO Educational Credentials in any ‘Mental Health’ Category whatsoever. Here’s what he specialized in.
Product Liability Defense
Complex Civil Litigation
Asbestos Defense Litigation
Toxic Tort/Environmental Law
While the roach motel had Psych Drug Pushers on the Premises.
So if Anyone working either physical medicine or psychic fraud tells me that “The Drug Companies Lied to them” I’m telling them to pull my finger, because they know Exactly what their drugs are and pretending otherwise is Nothing More than another gutless act of Courtroom Cover.
1: On their life style & student loans they can’t Afford a conscience
2: They’re too New Age/Entitled, to Work for a living.
3: Guys like Jr. and his big brothers at the Firm cover their act coming and going
Asbestos Defense Litigation? It Ain’t Mom & Pop needing asbestos defense. It’s Major Cities doing retrofits. And everybody’s Surprised that Govt. Courts don’t give a damn? Oh please, Drop the Other shoe.
I’m also betting heavy that the SOB who poisoned You knew exactly what he was doing too, and was non-disclosing/Lying like a 50 year old rug about it.
I’ve rebuilt Every guitar amp ever made: Marshall, Fender, Hiwatt, Vox, etc. Most of the big ones run 480VDC on the inside. Ampeg SVTs run 720VDC, & the same way I’d never take a hit like that myself, I made sure none of my customers did either. These psycho-slugs are hooking up 450 to people’s Skulls and flat out Lying about what they’re doing.
Why would pushing their drugs be any different to them?
And I’m all for partying outside a major pharmaceutical co. with ya’ all. But forget the placebos. We’ll need court orders and the biggest dozers Caterpillar makes.
“It does not require a majority to prevail, but rather an irate, tireless minority keen to set brushfires in people’s minds.”
Samuel Adams